"escape your old life of bondage and sin. raise your head from the ashes, from the fire."

2/13/24

i just loooovvvveee the fact that i started fronting way more again right after lola stole my social media accounts, told everybody to call us a girl and that our pronouns are she/her, met a shit ton of new people that i do NOT want to be around, and told all of our friends that don't know that we're a system to start calling us by her name instead of by my name or the body's name. fun! /SAR i mean its not a problem i have with her i just,,, i feel like im supposed to pretend to be her now even in spaces i created for myself. thank god nobody fucked up my site here. i might just say fuck it and make new social media accounts. or maybe just hop off social media all together. i think it would probably be better to take a break. maybe only keep discord so that i can talk to my friends (MY friends, not lolas. im sorry but i do not like lolas friends that much,,) im already not even on our socials that much because im so busy playing cod lol. plus we could have some time to sort out the host or something. ugh sigh. this sux.